Monday, November 5, 2012

Meaning of Life



~ just some creative writing that came to me, nothing too deep


Meaning of Life?

As I lay down in my space
I cannot help but make a sad face
This world only offers pain
And only emptiness is gained
I break down every time I see
All that I can ever be
Is dust and vapor
Becoming agony's captor
Everything burning inside
With trusting to confide
Forever I have stood here
Plagued with hate and fear
Hating myself and what I've become
Fearing of breaking from being numb
Living a life barren of hope
Keeping myself in a depressing slope
I can only see my own torment
Only concerned with my own lament

So I continue down this road
Broken and beaten with misery's load
I seek nothing but my own destruction
Forsaking any kind interaction
I choose this path
Surrounding myself in loathing wrath
Only myself to blame
For this growing lonely shame
I refused any sort of comfort or joy
My own soul I will destroy
I will end this pointless existence
And slowly drain my essence
I created this pit of sorrow
Residing in my heart's shadow
I have earned nothing
I have deserved nothing
I have nothing
I am nothing........