Eh, Something about love........

Watching the stars above

I made a wish regarding love

That no matter what life would bring

I would always find the heart to sing

To always be able to carry a tune

And to sadness be immune

Guarding my soul from hate

Yet allowing love to get through

That my eyes may see

The people that care for me

Keeping my heart open

To the love in each moment

The Pup

I saw a puppy walk down the street

Carrying a large piece of meat

Then an eagle snatched his prize

With the pup making sad cries

Then I came over to the pup

Looking down, I picked him up

Offered him some fresh veal

Now he is happy with his meal 

Gray Knight

Onward rode the gray knight

Straight into a furious fight

Clashing blades with the fiercest foes

His claymore inflicting mighty blows

With the strength of hundred men

Slaughters all one thousand and ten

Earns the victory with his strive

All comrades’ spirits revive

As the celebration ended

An invitation was then extended

To him to stay at local inn

Providing rest and refreshing gin

But a cunning beauty did reside

Desiring the bold knight inside

Seduced him with luscious charm

Using lust and pleasure to disarm

Her siren voice cast a spell

Causing his will to jell

Though all he felt was joy

He was just her little toy

By morning when he woke

She had vanished as smoke

Feeling only a loveless pain

Vowed never to love again

Though in combat he grew faster

In manners of love he was no master

His heart was cold and tough

Concerning love he had enough

Never a woman did he court

Sealing himself in reclusive fort

Forever marching to the next war

Feeling pain and suffering forevermore 

Strength

It has been a long time

Since I have written a rhyme

Though the heart still beats

I still suffer many defeats

Ravaged by fear and pain

Having nothing from life to gain

Hopes and dreams just fade

A mask of joy I masquerade

A soul that is broken apart

Can never go back to start

From harsh words that cut deeply

To acts of deceit that shattered me

Treated like a worthless pawn

Playing a sick game until I’m gone

My feelings forced to endure

Lies, cruelty forever more

No! I will never bend

I refuse to face a bitter end

They cannot break my will

Look as I rise still

My heart fights on

With a fire that cannot be withdrawn

Strength and passion my ally

Casting off all fears, I fly 

Emptiness

There was a time I had joy

Long ago when I was a boy

But now only pain resides

Ripping apart my insides

Happiness and love are gone

As I am only life's pawn

My heart beats no more

For hope has left the door

My broken soul lies dead

With the words of love unsaid

Never to reveal the heart

Only to fall apart

I wish this pain would fade

So I could emerge from the shade

But misery bides me here

Engulfing me in fear

The greatest threat to man's soul

Are the doubts that create a hole

An incomplete man reaps sorrow

Swallowing him in shadow

Ignorance

~ A new one for the new year...

Hate and fear come intertwined

As does the spider and the fly

At first the fly is ensnared

Then is devoured by spider

We create our fears of what could be

Instead of what it is really there

Hiding behind our past

Forgetting the good, embracing the bad

Is it so much easier

To be so narrow minded

Than to go beyond our dread

And seek understanding of things unknown?

Instead we’d rather dig in

Clutching unto ignorance and fear

Shunning any light of hope

Shriveled in darkness, despair

Meaning of Life

~ just some creative writing that came to me, nothing too deep

Meaning of Life?

As I lay down in my space

I cannot help but make a sad face

This world only offers pain

And only emptiness is gained

I break down every time I see

All that I can ever be

Is dust and vapor

Becoming agony's captor

Everything burning inside

With trusting to confide

Forever I have stood here

Plagued with hate and fear

Hating myself and what I've become

Fearing of breaking from being numb

Living a life barren of hope

Keeping myself in a depressing slope

I can only see my own torment

Only concerned with my own lament

So I continue down this road

Broken and beaten with misery's load

I seek nothing but my own destruction

Forsaking any kind interaction

I choose this path

Surrounding myself in loathing wrath

Only myself to blame

For this growing lonely shame

I refused any sort of comfort or joy

My own soul I will destroy

I will end this pointless existence

And slowly drain my essence

I created this pit of sorrow

Residing in my heart's shadow

I have earned nothing

I have deserved nothing

I have nothing

I am nothing........